January 2012
81 posts
I’m taking my driving test in 2 hours or so and I’m scared as fuck. I haven’t been this nervous for a test since my APUSH exam back in May. If I don’t pass, I’m gonna cry. I’m 18 now, but I don’t look it. So I need a license to prove it.
Brown Eyes
Ms Gable: I have very brown eyes, so brown that the first boy I went on a date with told me the most romantic thing.
Me: What was it?
Ms. Gable: He told me my eyes looked like shit. We never went on another date again.
Me: It's okay Ms. Gable, I think shit is beautiful!
Ms. Gable: Thank you.
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To You
It’s been nearly a year since my life was completely changed. Just last year, I remember what I was getting myself into. Such new experiences and possibilities. I honestly never experienced anything like it before. One person. One single person, changed my life in a matter of minutes. I’d never felt anything like it before up until that point. At least I never expected to. But it was a...
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"We'll be deleting every blog"
I think it’s ridiculous how many people are deceived by posts that make claims of deleting blogs by the staff. ”But the source says staff!”. Yeah, I’m well aware. Try clicking it and I guarantee you it leads to a completely unrelated post that some dumbass decided to rewrite everything. That’s a huge flaw on tumblr. You can put words in people’s mouths and still...
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moni-bear:
You know what I hate?
When a person starts talking to you, making their existence a part of your daily life. And when you slowly start getting attached to them, they leave. Just like that. Poof. Not even a goodbye. Nothing.
Like what the hell, man.
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Too much for one night
To sit through the painful words, forced to swallow tears. To hear the most disgusting sounds from the same cunt that you came out of, that filthy fucking whore. To have the one person you fucking loved walk away with it all. Everything you had into the fucking garbage. With everything else in my life. Life truly isn’t worth living if you have to spend the entirety of it wallowing in shit...
Sorry
I’m just so fucking tired of diving into things I can’t swim out of. I’m tired of “realizing” that things were meant to be. That it’s perfect. Only to find out it isn’t. I was so sure of it, too. I’m tired of people giving up on me. Playing with me. Toying with me. I’m tired of people in general. Relationships have truly become trial and error....
I have the most painful day, and I come home to even more shit. I just wanted to talk to one person. And one person only. They’re not just anybody, either. Now I don’t even have that. I’ve gotten myself into so much shit I don’t know what to feel anymore. I don’t want to live this life anymore. I want to just fucking quit. I can’t stand ALL of this shit anymore.
I don’t get jealous often. But when I do, it’s because I care. And I really can’t help it. I’ve been this way for as long as I’ve had consciousness. My mom tells me stories of how I used to get so angry at her because she was staring at other children. And how I’d tell her to just take them home and raise them instead. Guess it’s always been a habit?
Well I obviously don’t matter enough. So why bother trying. I don’t wanna waste your time.
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It’s just one of those nights where I’ve thought a little too far out of safe boundaries. Leaving me alone at this time is rather dangerous. That’s when my mind begins to wander. All the pain floods out with a burning passion. Every little thing finds its way into my head to fuck with me. If theres any time that I’m extremely vulnerable, it would be during this hour. I can...
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When girls are on their period...
Girl: Hey can you check for me?
Friend: Yeah walk in front of me.
*looks at butt*
Friend: Nope, you're good.
Anonymous asked: Just a question out of sheer curiosity. Good luck with the lucky girl.
Anonymous asked: Do you have a girlfriend?
Growing Up
Though I’m 18 now, I feel as if I’m still 14. I feel as if I’m still that one loser freshman people take no notice of. Back in the days where I had no voice. Now you hear my voice whether you like it or not. I’ve realized how much I’ve truly grown in the past four years, but there’s always that part of me that will never change. I don’t feel different, but...
Anonymous asked: You'll always be loved.
Anonymous asked: So who's the lucky guy? :D
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I don’t understand why people crave so much attention to the point where they reblog themselves about 10 times a day to get more notes on a picture that never even really got that many. Really now? Really? If it wasn’t a huge hit the first time, what makes you think it will be the second? third? trillionth? I just find it ridiculous and to some extent, pathetic. Just my two cents, do...
Karma
You deserve every bit of shit you get. How’s it taste to eat the same shit you’ve been shoving down my throat? Not very pleasant, is it? Karma, bitch.
Anonymous asked: You're so cute ^_^ (I'm not a stranger, btw)
I just realized I’ll never be able to see my mom without makeup again. Honestly, I don’t remember the last time that I did. She’s had that permanent eyeliner shit for as long as I can remember. What’s ironic is that it still takes her forever to get ready to go somewhere. But then again, I take quite some time too. Maybe half an hour max? Depends on how short my hair is...
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Your Roses
Given time to reflect on life, only then do I realize how blessed I truly am. All these materialistic needs constantly shroud what’s really important. I always find myself sidetracked by all things eye-catching and alluring, but I’m never really content with what’s already in my possession. It’s funny how we only realize these things once it’s too late, isn’t...
Indecisive
It’s so stupid when someone claims they’d rather hear something straight up to their face, and when it actually happens, they cannot believe the person had the audacity to do so. Make up your damn mind, you look like a dumbass.
Anonymous asked: do you do drugs?!? :3
Anonymous asked: I want you to be happy, more than anything.
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Anonymous asked: Happy Belated Birthday. You're so beautiful and I miss you so much.