March 2012
88 posts
I took a nap two hours ago because I was tired as hell. While driving home, I was on the carpool lane on the freeway and I nearly rammed the car into a railing. It was the scariest thing I’d ever experienced while driving. It got me alert for a while but I slowly sank back into my fatigue. I crashed immediately when I got home. And apparently I entered REM sleep because I vividly remember my...
February 2012
103 posts
Having my right to expression, I should feel free to speak my mind. But why is it that I feel constantly trapped within a separate realm that only borders others? Perhaps because I’m not what you expect me to be. I don’t speak the words you want to hear. And I definitely do not come off as the type of person you’re so eagerly waiting to meet. How do I know? Well, for one,...
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I don't understand why people like you
you’re a huge slut. I guess it’s for your pussy? But then again, I wouldn’t wanna be in, let alone anywhere near that infestation of a cave.
Watchstudying at the library still :/
So I spent most of my day at the library today with Daven, and he tutored the fuck out of me for calcululs. He’s like the smartest person in the world, I swear. I’m glad to have a friend like him! After the tutoring, I got home and hit Nancy up. I picked her up and we went out for some Thai tea down Hostetter, before going down to Santana Row for some dinner. It was my fourth time down...
There’s always a part of my ex that I can’t shake off. Perhaps because I don’t want them entirely out of my life. But at that same time, that small part lingers and the feeling becomes overbearing when I’m once again faced with rekindling our fire. This doesn’t apply to all of them, of course. Some exes are just so sweet, that I’m glad we could still be friends,...
I didn’t wake up in the best mood today. I decided to hit Andie up because I’d received a text an hour before I woke, asking to hang out. So I pick her up at Great Mall and we venture into the infamous Marsh Road. Nothing supernatural today. Then we grabbed a bite to eat at IHOP where I had the Lorax Breakfast with truffula chip pancakes! It was delicious! Then I dropped Andie off at...
Swag is for boys, Class is for men.
WatchBest motorcycle ride EV.ER. With Sherry at valley fair ! :3
Vexed
I don’t know why I have so much trouble getting over people. Though it’s been getting better recently. I drop those who are so eager to drop me. However, I think it’s the physical contact I can’t get over. Though it’s partially the fact that “I’ve loved and I’ve lost”. I really miss having the opportunity of satisfying those physical needs, and...
F.U.
I miss you. But it doesn’t mean I want you back. I’m actually happy you fucked up because it just comes to show that some beautiful people have the ugliest hearts. I’d like to be your friend, but after realizing how awkward we’ve become, it’s obvious we can’t be. But I shouldn’t be one to talk. I know I may not be a saint, but I’m damn sure that...
One too many times
I’m tired of giving you the same advice. You hear but you don’t listen. And as selfless as I am, there’s a limit to my kindness. Otherwise, I’d lose myself in satisfying others. Don’t come running to me for help when you know what I’m going to tell you. You’ve heard it all before, and don’t play dumb. We both know that you completely disregarded...
Crazy Shit
I woke up today around 10/11 and I started my morning off with an extremely cold shower to circulate my blood. I decided to run for half an hour because the gym yesterday really motivated me to do something about myself. And I honestly feel a lot better and more confident now that I’m actually doing something to benefit myself. After working out, I drove to Valley Fair with Berna where we...
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Motivated to become fit
So I went to the gym with my friend today and we worked out for three hours. Now my body is so sore and I could barely move. I worked like three machines wrong and I had no idea. How fucking embarrassing. But I felt like I accomplished a lot so I’m happy. Every single part of me is on fire. After our session, Rachelle wanted some milk tea from Quickly’s next door and I forced myself to...
I’m on omegle video chat and all the guys are flipping me off. What did I do wrong? I can’t help that I’m prettier than you guys :/
What is with people dressing up their babies like bops? And it’s funny because a whole lot of the people who hate on the hype are the ones who like it on their kids. “I’m gonna dress my kid up just like this, oh but I hate the hype!” lol, ok.
I woke up in the crappiest mood today, so I decided to get my mind off things by chillin’ with Rachelle. My mom came home with pho around noon and I was starving. After eating, I drove to Rachelle’s house to figure out what we were going to go. We messed around on Omegle for a bit and trolled some horny guys. We decided to go thrift shopping and I found a nice blue letterman for 9$. I...
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WatchCrazy nightmare I had to vent about.
WatchIndecisive on a Friday night