To sit through the painful words, forced to swallow tears. To hear the most disgusting sounds from the same cunt that you came out of, that filthy fucking whore. To have the one person you fucking loved walk away with it all. Everything you had into the fucking garbage. With everything else in my life. Life truly isn’t worth living if you have to spend the entirety of it wallowing in shit you can’t escape. I’m not strong. I’m fucking weak. I’m a coward. Call me whatever you want. I’m a mess within a mess. I’m well aware. I’m in complete control of my actions from here on out. Fuck everything up it’s ass because I’ve had enough fucking up mine.