Scheiße, Be Mine.

It’s been nearly a year since my life was completely changed. Just last year, I remember what I was getting myself into. Such new experiences and possibilities. I honestly never experienced anything like it before. One person. One single person, changed my life in a matter of minutes. I’d never felt anything like it before up until that point. At least I never expected to. But it was a great feeling. Though it didn’t last very long, it left a huge impact on my life and I’ve never been the same again. I can say that it’s made me better. Last Chinese New Year, when everything was fine. When everything was normal. But I guess that’s just how life works. Things fall apart so better things can fall in place. I really cannot account for this massive feeling of bitter resentment toward you, because you meant so much to me. I can hardly believe how amazing I felt and it really reflects in my posts, looking back through my archive this time around last year. Too bad you ended up leaving. Wait, no, thank God you did. Because if you didn’t, I wouldn’t have found someone better. Fuck you, and thank you very much. Happy Chinese New Year.